It came to be a sad morning, after all. It all seemed otherworldly, something resembling a desert world where there is no one to support you. Then, I woke and walked on my way… a lonely feeling was my follower!
Time will come when our efforts will really bring the changes into existence. Until then, engagement is necessary in a world of too many voices. It seems to me that the most wished prize is the feeling of work done. This is the holiest Grace in anyone’s life; the mission accomplished. That’s all for awhile, folks!
The world is a lonesome place to be, we face many illusions. What we firmly believe in is out of reach; we must get up and face a new world. I remember things looked so promising, then, they are shadows in my memories now. I believed in the highways in the distance, leading to new worlds and adventures my soul truly wished.
Things that now are stored in my memories remain forever untouchable; I must seek the Truth at what cost. We have to destroy illusions, as a matter of fact, and face Reality as it is. Things will be different, changes are at the core of everything. That is all I know and remember; the ultimate conquest is still ahead!
I have been thinking about Truth and my condition as a seeker of it. Then I saw new colors. That is how it must be!
Reality must change...
I am knocking on the Heaven’s Door
Every one of us is going to different places, looking for the most cherished gift of Happiness! Our younger days become, with age, a treasure of valuable memories; we remember, then, old lovers and friends: then we know what were exactly the meaning of the songs we loved the most. It’s only through time that meanings are unraveled and the questions we had become clearer, then.
The ones and places, we loved, remain linked to our existence, to our struggles, to our hearts and minds. They remain forever in our memories with the meanings we have drawn from moments together. They fulfill our imaginary with vivid colors and they will forever be lively meaningful. This is the significance of love and friendship!
Things We See
I believe that man’s final aim is joy; it is, in fact, a spiritual conquest we all secretly nourish if we are wise enough. Sometimes, in a society torn by wars and conflicts, it seems to be an impossible horizon to reach. It is completely out of reach in societies where clashes among classes are mostly common. And if we look with attention we will discover that World History is really a chronicle on wars among classes. Then joy may be reached only by our individual efforts and spiritual maturity.
In accordance to a strange design, it is a fact that only those who are stronger than the limitations of the widespread prejudices are the ones enabled to reach the most guarded secret of happiness. The image of the unrelenting warrior is worshiped by society, and the seeker is a distant image; a way of living so distant from the social papers we are educated under. Finally, joy may be real only to those who dare towards a new way of living: this might mean loneliness, on the very onset of the journey, until we become the ones who worn the laurels of joy and individual discovery.
What Is Real, Under The Sun?
I wished I knew the mystery of hatred and love. Time rides and the Truth wasn’t still shown. Emptiness seems to hold our hearts in an abyss; we urgently need a meaning to give us ground again. Until we reach the ultimate goal of our destiny on Earth, many challenges and sorrow we should endure, indeed! It’s a law! You have to touch the torns… we can’t avoid it, if we are to know happiness. The Universe is an interplay between polar energies!
I believe that a deepest meaning to Life will come only when we have the sufficient courage to say “no!”, when every one takes one’s values as definitive and unquestionable. We can’t exactly have the knowledge of the Ultimate Reality, it will only be shown to those who didn’t stagnate in their search. In Life, we should be like pilgrims headed for the Truth: we are the seekers, that’s all!
I know that the only thing that never changes is change itself. Changes are constant in World History, lines always move on the map, natural disasters, too, change the physical feature of the continents. Our set of ideas and values undergo the same tones, so whether inner or objective many facts undergo what most unconsciously fear. Revolutions have the special spice of transformations, radical changes; they are fiercely fought by those who call themselves conservative. So I have the clear conviction that the waters are not the same, one mystical philosopher put it long ago at the beginnings of Western Philosophy. With these in mind, we must be patient and accept evolution: then we will not fear, for then we will taking efforts ourselves towards the natural order of things.
I am sure my soul is passing through changes; I am getting old and a different face I see concerning the things I thought they should be. Things don’t come easy and the way we want them to be. There must be something really surprising and now I must accept what the ages must bring like everybody else should do.